let go of everything i've done.

i told you, it's unpredictable.
you can never tell when something like this would happen,
to your life.
or to anyone else.
just when i was about to give up, let go,
the feeling strikes back up again.
just when i thought i could back out,
gone for good,
and no one would notice a bit.
it was obviously hard for me,
but i guess, these things could fade,
sooner or later.
i just need some time.
then again, we were there,
a few distance away, in an extremely crowded place,
it felt definitely like the movies,
it was hard to believe because,
i saw no one else but you.
and vice versa.